jacks10

soo ya i havent done this is a while, but the year ended off great! one thing im hoping for this year is a really good relationship with a good guy, wheater its just friends with benifits or a boyfriend idk but im hoping for sumthin.let me see what has happen lately...christmas was good, i got a mp3 player and a baseball bat, its signed by the sox is sooo sweet. theyre has been a lot of drama with friends and such but not so much wtih me, but i had to deal with other ppls problems..but idc its cool. oo for new years eve lisa had a party and there were 4 girls and 13 boys haha, ya i have a lot of guy friends but idc i love them all. but ya her party was pretty good...haha one good thing that happen was kelly got ducked taped to the pool. oo ya soon i will be havin a baby...thats rite its YOURS. jk its this other person but i cant talk bout it, no but really its a school project and i have to carry around this child for i think 4 days, ooo i want to go to the mall with it and see ppl faces, but i want a guy to walk wtih me, that would be soo funny.ya so i guess thats it...

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Current Music: eminem-without me

You Were Very Naughty This Year!

Naughty, naughty! You've given Santa a broken heart. You probably won't get anything from Mr. Claus Except for a well deserved spanking (Which you'll probably enjoy, you sicko!)

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Current Music: greenday- nice guys finish last

Post a memory of me.
It can be anything you want, just so long as it happened.
Then post this to your journal.
See what people remember about you.

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Current Music: my only wish this yesr

hello its been awhile since i did this. soo i let ya know wats been going on. i got my lisence and a car, THANK GOD! umm i think those r the only big things. last night me and maureen and jared went to the movies at like 10:30 so we had to leave b4 the movie ended so that me n jared culd get home b4 the whole crap bout driven after 12 til ur 18. ii think that sux.agh i wish i culd have sumthin anythin but idk maybe its better taht i dont i not even sure wat i want, well i know who i wnat but thats not anythin i can talk bout ever, cuz theres not anythin there but the usually friendship crap, but i wuld take friendship anytime. but to get of that christmas is cuming but ugg. i kinda dont want it to cum cuz then i have to spend money on tons of ppl so hopefully soon we figure out our whole thing wat were going to do bout the secert santa. i have to go do my hair for work n stuff for lata

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1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12 Emotionally, what stands out?
13 Do you wish I was cooler?
14.On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
15.Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
16. Am I loveable?
17. How long have you known me?
18. Describe me in one word.
19. What was your first impression?
20. Do you still think that way about me now?
21. What do you think my weakness is?
22. Do you think I'll get married?
23. What makes me happy?
24. What makes me sad?
25. What reminds you of me?
26. If you could give me anything what would it be?
27. How well do you know me?
28. When's the last time you saw me?
29. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
30. Do you think I could kill someone?
31. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
32. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
33. Are you going to put this on your livejournal and see what I say about you?

Why all the yelling?
Can we be a happy family?
Voices so loud
I cant even think
Scared and all

Alone


I want everything to be
OK
I want everything to be
All Right
Even though were not
A biological family,
Are hearts are all the same
They beat
They stop
They hurt

Mine hurts
Yours hurts
His hurts
Hers hurts
They all hurt

Sometimes I want mine to stop-
It races so fast
To the beat
Of the pouring rain
Coming from your eyes

Your tears slow down
Hearts beating faster
The house yells,
Anger in the air
Mixed emotions
- Coming up the stairs

theres no tears
no yelling
heart didn’t stop
-its not racing
but it does hurt.


tell me what you think, and give post. and const, criticism

holy shit
today was unbelieveable just being there and looking at the crowd. it just got u soo pumped, i loved that- one reason i love sports so much, the ppl are just so excited and everythings is just wow. seeing the view that the athletes do is just great. o crap if u dont know what im talking bout-its was the pre-game show for the pats game. we saw destinys child, lenny, elton, jessica sim. and toby- but jessica wasnt there and toby was there but in the parking lot- I with the WHS crew were on the field, and elton was up higher in the stands oo ya and Mary J. B. so ya it was exicting and the pats are winning 20 -17 and maybe this year we well have a no-losing at home again im shall go up to my room and watch the rest of the game and look at the pre-game show and see who i know is on it. peace

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ill start by giving everyone the privllage to see all my work dont click here(i know that if i say no ppl will so NO DONT)
(Updated: 09/07/04)

there u are..... ya today going to WHS didnt suck well for me at least because US and ONLY US get to go to the opeaning pats game on thursday, we are just going for the opeaning consert thingy but we get to be on the field and that cool. today i stayed at work for and extra hour it wasnt bad at all and some lady wants me to get a raise or something she said i was really nice to her and helpfull and told one of my boss' so hopefully i get something maybe i dont really care i just think thats really cool of her to do. theres not much else to say, but read my last 2 entries.

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i just have to give all my friends a shot-out for bening them and everything one maureen-one of my best friends that is always there for me and makes me feel so good and can make me laugh along with jared, he is just so funny and can make my day sometimes like today when i read maureens journal and Quote: Jared: one time Mrs. fryer called on me, and I said, "you have to come back later cause there is a handsome boy in my calculator" thanks to them that made my day. and then theres eric what can i say im gald hes a good friend one of my best. and i cant forget lisa theres so much there with us i just love her even when shes moody i know that i can always talk to her, i have so many friends that i can just call up and talk to. and daniel and jolay hangin with them is always a good time. and everyone else i just luv ya - ya work sux big time i gettin paid good though but getting crappy hours. i gota give a woot to the red sox there doing good i heard ya so whatever there going for i hope they do good at it or something. im sorry if u read this but proceed on.

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hey havent done this is awhile so ya, nuthin really major goin on. now it school its not to bad but that was only 2 days haha, here i got something for everyone to think about
"set your dreams so high;
that you can't reach them-
because when you reach them,
what's left?"
there think about that. well im going to make use of my life and sleep, jk i dont know what else to say........peace

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Current Music: sugarcult

"a women can feel like a failer if she cant come home and make time for a blowjob and make homemade lasagna." haha good times u r a failer if u dont understand that. lisa wants a mental chanllged baby hahaha not kidda though i had to work 7n1/2 hours today thats sux that has been the highlights of my weeks so ya im done

so life is not getting better but jacqui has learn to deal with it. maureen, kimmy, lisa, dan are all gone and jacqui is stuck with eric and bonesaw but it is still fun. but jacqui misses everyone else. for about the next 2 weeks jacqui will not really be doing much with friend because she is helping with children's theather, its going to be fun and all who is around better come see the shows. let jacqui tell u all how her week has been going so far... maureen left on friday so jacqui, bonesaw and maureen went ova erics and chilled there then jacqui didnt do anything friday, and saturday jacqui went to see her stepfather play at some party, sunday jacqui and eric went to bonesaw's and we walked to tims and went into the woods and then jacqui and eric went to eric and when bonesaw was done with dinner he came ova also and we just chilled there bonesaw gave me a ride home because he got his liesence on thursday? then on monday jacqui, eric and bonesaw went to see anchorman, it was really funny, tuesday it was my lil sisters b-day and we were going to go out to eat but she wanted to eat at her friends house so jacqui had eric ova and bonesaw was invited but he had so kid named pat ova his house jacqui and eric kida watched the all-star game, finally on wednesday jacqui was going to go out but then she went to paint sets with her mom for the play. today is thursday and jacqui has to work, and is planing to go out to the movies tomorrow with bonesaw and eric and whoever else to go see dodgeball, jacqui also wants to see the 9/11 movie, but has to find and way since it is R. so thats life rite now peace!

Current Mood: morose

so yes life sux tuesday jacqui went to six flags w/ maureen,lisa. and eric. the day was fun and we went on the superman ride 3 times. that was good. mdad bought us keychains w/ our pic in it from the ride. and jacqui made a wax hand for steve and a keychain for jacqui's mom. and did a lot of other stuff it was fun then we went to the car and we noticed that the seats were down and we didnt put them down so maurren could find her bag and jacqui looked throught her bag and could not find her bank card with her $40 bucks and pin # jacqui was so upset jacqui could not even call her house to talk to her parents but thanks to her good best friends lisa and maureen they helped her throught it all . there was no active after jacqui took money out so every things was ok. so maurren lost her bag w/ everything in there u can find out more read her journal and mdad got his jeans and towel taken. jacqui came to the conculsion that the losers that broke into the car are gay yankees, its a given that they are gay if the are yankee fans. we filed a police report and then when we were going home we joked about it. jacqui got a red sox basket ball cuz eric got it in the hoop. i think thats about it for that day

wednesday jacqui was at her house most of the day then she went to maureens and helped her make soap and eric came over and it was fun and jacqui went home. jacqui watched butterfly effect in the moring and it was really good jacqui thinks she is going to buy it on dvd.

today jacqui went to the mall with eric and maureen and then we went to erics and bonesaw came over and we ate and now we are upstairs watching the red sox. so i leave this for all to ponder on and think about life and how much it sux

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50 Reasons why the Yankees Suck

1. George Steinbrenner owns the team. This is a man with the warmth of Pat Buchanan, the patience of Ross Perot, and the credibility of O.J. Simpson.
2. The Yankees honored a truant, Jeffrey Maier, whose interference transformed an out into a series-turning Yankee home run in the 1996 playoffs.
3. Yankee hype resulted in Joe Gordon winning the 1942 MVP award over Triple Crown winner Ted Williams. The "Splendid Splinter" led the American League in six offensive categories; Gordon led in one, most strikeouts.
4. Joe DiMaggio's 56-game hitting streak in 1941 is considered the record in baseball. Why is excellence over two months better than excellence over a season? (DiMaggio had 193 hits that season, sixty-four short of George Sisler's major league record.)
5. They make you envious. Their General Manager is thirty-three years old. Derek Jeter dated Mariah Carey. Joe Torre has spent forty years in baseball. Steinbrenner did not have to go to jail following his felony conviction.
6. The Yankees retired Reggie Jackson's and Billy Martin's numbers. These two played a combined twelve seasons for the Yankees and hit .261.
7. Yankee fans are impossible to like. More than three decades ago, Roger Angell described them as "overdressed, uncomprehending autumn arrivistes." Today we would describe them as front-running boors.
8. Bucky Bleeping Dent, Red Sox killer and ersatz Yankee manager. In the worst-ever made-for-television movie, Dent played a football player who fell in love with a Dallas Cowboy cheerleader.
9. Their dynasty began because the Red Sox owner, Harry Bleeping Frazee, needed money to finance his theatrical ventures. We are not talking about hard work by the Yankees; this was Dumb Luck I.
10. Just before the end of the 1920 season, the Chicago White Sox were a better team with a brighter future than the Yankees. By the end of that season, the Sox were a shell of a great team. Eight of their stars were on their way to lifetime bans as a result of throwing the 1919 World Series. This was Dumb Luck II in establishing the Yankee dynasty.
11. After Mel Allen (whom the Yankees fired), their best known broadcaster is Phil "Holy Cow" Rizzuto. His biases would have earned him the nickname "Homer" but for the fact he hit only thirty-eight four-baggers during his thirteen-year major league career.
12. Role models like convicted felons Darryl Strawberry and Steve Howe have played for the Yankees.
13. As a Yankee, Don Zimmer has evolved from "the Gerbil" to a Grand Old Man.
14. The Yankees are living in the past. They have won five World Series since 1962. Over the same period, the Montreal Canadiens have won twelve titles, and the Boston Celtics have won eleven.
15. The Reggie! Bar was as hard to stomach as its namesake.
16. Steinbrenner, who was banned from baseball for life, got reinstated after three years. We hope whoever made this decision never gets on the Unabomber's parole board.
17. Yankee hype resulted in Joe DiMaggio winning the 1947 MVP award over Triple Crown winner Ted Williams.
18. Roger Maris, who had three great seasons, had his number retired. Are the Reds going to retire George Foster's number?
19. Yankee reliever Sparky Lyle wrote The Bronx Zoo, a 300-page whine about how tough life is when you're earning a large salary for pitching for a World Series winner.
20. Yankee tragedies are supposed to consume the nation. After Thurman "I won seven fewer Gold Gloves than Johnny Bench" Munson's plane went down, the Yankee faithful wanted the waiting period for Munson's Hall of Fame election waived. Tony Conigliaro, whose life was more tragic than Munson's, and who hit more home runs in far fewer at bats than Munson did, is forgotten outside of Boston.
21. Two words: Jim Leyritz
22. After the 1976 Yankees won the franchise's first pennant in twelve years, they were swept by the Reds in the World Series. Steinbrenner complained of how this loss to the greatest team since the end of World War II was a "personal humiliation."
23. The Kansas City A's were effectively a Yankee farm club. (Would you believe they sent Roger Maris to the Yankees for four spare parts?)
24. The Babe Ruth Story might be the worst sports movie ever made.
25. Howard Cosell rhapsodized about Mickey "the CAT-a-lyst" Rivers, Reg-GER-oo, and Chris "the Silent One" Chambliss when the Yankees were on Monday Night Baseball in the 1970's.
26. ABC called it Monday Night Baseball, but in practice it was The Yankee Game of the Week.
27. Above-average feats by ordinary Yankees make magazine covers.
28. Thanks to Yankee fans, Chris Chambliss's trip around the bases after his 1976 pennant-winning home run was more of an adventure than getting out of Saigon.
29. Steinbrenner, who has the Mona Lisa of ballparks, has demanded that New York City build him a paint-by-the-numbers stadium with luxury boxes.
30. Larry McPhail, the Steinbrenner of his time, made it impossible for Hall of Famers Joe McCarthy and Bill Dickey to manage the Yankees.
31. Steinbrenner and five-time Yankee manager Billy Martin made up and broke up more frequently than temperamental high school sweethearts.
32. A Yankee fan's contribution to baseball chat rooms is limited to "Red Sox suck" and "1918."
33. The Yankees exiled their greatest legend, Babe Ruth, to the 38-115 Boston Braves. They let stars like Frank Colman and Roy Weatherly wear Ruth's #3 before retiring it.
34. Yankee co-owner Del "Mr. Baseball" Webb
35. Yankee General Manager George "Chuckles" Weiss
36. Yankee backup catcher Charlie Silvera played in 227 major league games and one World Series game. Somehow, he was on six World Series winners, while Ty Cobb was on none.
37. Bill Mazeroski got the key hit in three Pirate wins, hit the World Series-winning home run, batted .320 and watched Yankee Bobby Richardson get named the MVP of the 1960 World Series.
38. Either the Yankees of the 1960's were a cliquish gang who slammed windows on kids wanting autographs as described in Jim Bouton's Ball Four, or...
39. Bouton is a liar, in which case the Yankees issued a paycheck to a big-mouthed malcontent who had a 4-15 record in 1965.
40. Joe DiMaggio was voted baseball's "Greatest Living Player" largely because that noted baseball expert, Paul Simon, wrote a line in "Mrs. Robinson" about him.
41. Free enterprise is free enterprise, but there is something terribly wrong when Luis Tiant is pictured in a Yankee uniform, holding a hot dog and saying "It is great to be with a winner." I blame the Yankees.
42. Wally Pipp could not play with a headache.
43. In the 1930's and 1940's, the Yankees would not allow radio broadcasts of their games.
44. You had to cheer for someone in the Billy Martin-Ed Whitson fight.
45. Shane Spencer had a few great weeks and the New York media compared the start of his career to those of various Hall of Famers. Earth to Spencer fans: baseball is a game of streaks. Hurricane Hazle, after a six-game major league career with the Reds, hit .403 in forty-one games for the '57 Braves. Within a year the twenty-eight-year-old was gone from the major leagues.
46. No matter how often I remind myself that he has a family and probably visits sick kids in hospitals, I cannot like Tino Martinez.
47. The Yankees have helped cause the exorbitant salaries in baseball. Bernie Williams makes over million a year. What does this make Chipper Jones or Alex Rodriguez worth? Can I buy a ticket on the installment plan?
48. Ron Blomberg was baseball's first designated hitter. There is something preternatural about a Yankee holding the distinction of introducing an odious concept.
49. Jerry Coleman, whose malapropisms ("Folkers is throwing up in the bullpen") as a Padres announcer are legendary, is a former Yankee.
50. Hillary Clinton, who knows less about baseball than she knows about the upstate New York town of Glens Falls, claims to be a lifelong Yankee fan.

school is almost ova. ist soo close im excited and only one more day of drivers ed. SWEET!! umm rite know im hot (in temperture) and watching the red sox kick ass i cant wait till sept./oct cuz if the red sox win the division i get $500!! i have nothing else to say rite know i cant remember wat has happened latly so ya peace

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so i did one for my username here and one for my username on aim which one do u think is best for me?

jacqui, lisa, bonesaw, jenn adn justin went down toown and meet up with maureen, we went to subway to eat then we went to the cable staion and chillen for a little we sat around for a while then walk and got ice cream, ummm then we went and feed thr geese some cookies it was fun, after that we went 7/11 and bought aome stuff hehe, after we went to the libary and talked and waited for lisa's mom, we were going to go to the mall but hten we just went to lisa but jenn and justin went to justins, so jacqui, lisa, maureen were all in the same room on different computers online and talking to each other it was funny, were such dorks. jacqui relised that she had drivers ed and she wanted to kill herself, well being with lisa all day made her want to kill herself to but drivers ed made it worse. so jacqui went home and she was pissed at her parents because they were being mean and she went to driver ed and was bored so that it.

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YES!!! its that time again when we are near done with this year only 9 1/2 days left w/o finals i would count them in but w/ them it is a bigger number so i dont want to count them. for those of you who are retared one of the entrys in my jounral is not mine its lisa seeing how one its says about jacks going somewhere i dont use my self in the 3rd person, but it does sound fun im going to try it, or should jacqui say that jacqui will start talking in the 3rd person it is fun. and second of all it has crap about christian and jacqui doesnt has dogs. so ya well jacqui went to work today it was ok, mostly because it was only 4hours instead of 6. so ya then jacqui went home and hung out on the phone for a while with maureen and bonesaw.jacqui is sick of this crap and ig going to kill someone well jacqui does have drivers ed tomorrow, so then ya maybe jacqui will kill someone who teaches the class or maybe ill kill my self because everything and everyone is crap

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Current Music: maureen and jared talking in my ear

so ya after the movie we all went o lisa and ate then sat around may prank phone calls but no one answered. so we sat around. yesterday i had to work from 10 to 4 then i got home called maureen and eric and we went to the mall and i bough yellowcard and eric bought new found glory then we went to erics and started burning some cds everyone wanted i got new found glory and hoobstank and greenday and story of the year burned but rite now i dont have greenday or story of the year. bonesaw came over and we sat around bruning the cds then me and maureen went home and then called eric and bonesaw. i swear we have lives, we were all just together and watever. and today i have to work from 430 to 945 i just want to die some ppl are such asses. and have a huge fucking stick up there ass and i have to be nice and pull it out. haha i hope who ever read this gets my humor and that was a metaphor. and tomorrow on the day off of school i have to work 11 to 3. this is crap all of it so im going to make a list of ways to kill myself now or aleast make a list so it looks like i killed myself so i can still do things but i wont have to see the coolest man in the world named bill rehill or i dont have to work but but those things make me so ... fuck it i have to do all the fucking sad things in my life so i guess im just screwed over watever

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